NOSTALGIA










Didn't you miss that....
When I was born, I didn't have a spoon in my mouth not to talk of having a silver coated one... I grew up watching the flower bloom, I grew up watching the ants steak sugar and trace it to their hole...
I grew up playing and building sand castle... I grew up going to the river to catch fish and snail... Hoping I would rare them, feed them just by chance make so much millions from them. But my dream usually become a disaster when the snails craws away, or the fish dies due to overfeeding..

I grew up learning to be fighter, I mean a fierce one, I grew up believing its was hard work that kills... I never believed in television, but if you want me to trust you.. Just write me a book, which doesn't have to make sense to even you yourself.

I grew up loving people because my mother gave me a lot of it and I had extra to give to people.

I grew up learning, come what may, I would always have a friend who is obviously my sister.. I grew up learning not to live with criticism but to be fair and just... Because life is unfair.

I grew up with a questioning and curious mind .. That question the existence of the supernatural force, which only made sense to me when I lost someone dear to my heart

I grew up to believing its not okay for life to throw anything at  me, but to fight and get what I want from life.

I grew up to believing there would always be war and peace, love and hatred, passion and emotion.. Which are the element that drive the human existence.

I grew up to knowing that some people will always love you even if you don't care about them and some even if you give your life for them, they wouldn't want to know you exist. 

I grew up to learn to listen more than I talk.. Which if course is a challenge for my daily mind.. It got to a point that when I don't talk.. It feels like no one is around.

I grew up to learning humility as not a sign of cowardice, but a strength amid distress..

Now that it seem to me that I have grown.. I think I deserve an applause 
For coming this far.... Learning all of these and being able to pass it to many generation yet unborn.


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18/09/2015
15:56 GMT.  

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